so. im in a really good mood.

okay. my band is having a show on friday. sweetness. then i get to go to a concert on saturday. more sweetness. but heres the kicker. there is this chick that has had a crush on me forever. and she is gonna come to my show. and to the concert. and she is hinting that she would like to be more than just friends. i suggested that we hang out sometime in the near future. she asked if it was a date. i said yes. and she is absolutely beautiful. i dont know what i did to deserve her, but i got her. check it out.

this is her. her name is kayla. i is quite excited.

GAAAAAHH!!!

why does life have to do this to you? now im all sad and lonely and depressed and it sucks. i wish i had a significant other right now, but the only girls that would date me are taken. and the ones i dont want to date are all over me. and my parents want me to wait at least three months to get back into a relationship. i hate this. i need a hug. somebody shoot me. please. this sucks balls. i want to be happy, but i cant. at least not for now. i will be eventually, but right now life sucks. im getting sick. i have a lot of work to do. im stressing out over little stuff that i shouldnt. my car keeps breaking down. my parents dont understand why i want to hang with my friends. they say that i spend enough time with them at school and that i need to do some work in the garage on my job. and now my family is at a spending freeze. i dont know details, but apparently, our monetary situation is not good. damn. i really really hate this. 

wow. this sucks. a lot

so my life has gotten quite hectic recently. and ive been dealing with so much crap. the situation with ashley is almost better. but, i might have hypoglicemia. for those of you that dont know, that is what will eventually turn into diabetes. oh joy. my schedule drives me nuts. literally. i think my insanity level has gone up over the past week or two weeks. dang i need a break. just a weekend off in the mountains with a girl or something. this sucks

hello?

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